I GOT SILVER FOR NAPFA~ finally. Adter all these years… year after year of bronze thanks to that cursed inclined pull-ups. SILVER! Wow. Just a day of over exertion and I managed to do an extra 2 (: not bad really. Considering the fact that I still had muscle ache nearly everywhere- the abdominal muscles, my biceps my thighs and my calves. But this… was to the expanse of my ‘A’ for sit ups (still had abdominal muscle ache despite warming up and couldn’t do it properly), a slower timing for shuttle run (still got an ‘A’ though) and a just nice pass for my sit and reach. Oh well.
I will work hard during the june hols! (: you will see a fitter and slimmer/toner me! I shall FINALLY have a flat stomach. And maybe retake napfa to get a GOLD :D
I got highest in class for a bio test too! Yes… 7/10 ain’t much but… come to think of it, I’ve never gotten the top for anything in sec sch… hardly in pri sch so… yeah, I’m just happy.
And I bought SHINee’s dream girl album! :D more music to my life~
Overall, it’s been a really really good day (:
This half-russian guy in my school is cute. Good speaker. Preaident of Council. Tall, charming and friendly too. Not bad. Hahaha. No, not crush. But he is good catch if you ask me. Not that I know him that well… one thing’s for sure, it is a great compliment to whoever he has a crush on in school (if he has). No I’m not hinting nothing.
At times when I’m allowed to, I think about everything and nothing. All that has happened to me, all that I’ve felt, all that… just comes. A chatter of thoughts. All fighting to be heard.
At times like these, things seem… pretty bad… I wanna say it all out. I wanna get those questions answered I can’t… I just v can’t…
Why does everything seem hopeless?
Lost in the sea of emotions.
Despite what I say, it takes time to get over… it really does. He’s still cute. He’s still atrractive. I know, I sound hopeless. It just takes time… plus, better to air it out than keep it in right? I won’t promise this is the last post about him… at least I stopped looking out for his trapezium.
I wish… he didn’t tell me. Or maybe it was for the better that he told me. Wish leaves me to ask. Do you still have a crush on me? Does that feeling fade the more we talk? Is it possible for a guy and a girl to be best friends and have a platonic relationship? Even when both or single and are greehorns? Am… I falling for you? Or is it just my head? My heart feels nothing. But then again, the lines are blurred. Maybbe it’s just me disliking being ignored on text messages or whatsapp…