Why do I feel so… awkward?
So many things that went through my mind today after the debrief. So many things. Idk where to start
As sudden as they came, the thoughts of what I’ve learnt in the past week hit me.
Just this one incident.
It is quite the jaw dropper. I never knew people so nice would… I guess I’m still this naïve little kid.
I can’t do anything about this now. Since that incident happend at the beginning of the year. And we’ve hung out so much. What’s the point of digging out the past?
As a consolation, at least there’s some kinda closure to this issue.
And this leads me to an unanswered question:
Do they feel guilty for what they’ve done?
Then again, the stories from bith sidrs are completely different… sigh. How troubling. I truely want to put this issue down. I don’t want to think of it when I’m with them, or when someone talks about them. Cos at the end of the day it’s better to make friends than enemies.